The Siege

A Poem by Matt Gillam

and so I knelt on sand
and let fall upon my skin
the sea

in waves and sheets
of salty silk
it rained from the hooves
of the black bison
migrating mindless
over
the beach

and so
I knelt in the face
of the western storm
and let beat the heat
from my cheeks,
the rain

and yet I settled still,
I knelt on sand
with no words to say

I made still my skull
so that I could see out
to the edge
of the earth where

the winds kicked up the ocean
–the winds like raging sirens

cast their spells
to summon the salt
to rise the sea into the sky

and so I
knelt in silence
in stillness
in
the sphere
I knelt

I let the water roll
down from me
I let the sea return
to the sea

and I saw
in the stillness
of the skull

I saw the sea fall
back
to the sea

Matt Gillam, 20, is finishing his second year at Santa Monica College. Accepted at UC Berkeley for fall admission, he intends to major in philosophy.

A Poem by Matt Gillam

I am Venus today
in the still of an icy morning,
when the sky was painted
a placid
baby blue

and the earth had yet to rise
and meet the sun face
to face

She was bright
and close
and utterly dead

Yet this morning
she was
alive
with the fires of the sun

caught across our own
anonymous sphere
to burn a small light
inside my skull,
in the empty space

of a synapse

she burned

Matt Gillam, 20, is finishing his second year at Santa Monica College. Accepted at UC Berkeley for fall admission, he intends to major in philosophy.

There. Are you happy? That’s the new name for this site.

A certain minority of well-meaning, but seemingly non-confrontational types have volunteered some reservations about the name of this news magazine – The Siege. The rationale is that the current title is too in-your-face, too incendiary, too inclined to raise the hackles of those who believe that calm, diplomatic discourse is always the best way. If the name isn’t nice, then some people won’t play.

The Siege, by the way, didn’t ask for the advice. People with greater insight just offered it, to help.

Amidst the lamentable absence of student leadership at Santa Monica College, especially as it has been with the 2005-06 Associated Student Board of Directors and the Inter-Club Council, there remains a consistent exception, a sole voice - unelected - but nonetheless speaking out regularly and powerfully in the public comment portion of student government meetings and at every other opportunity for constructive service to SMC. (Click to see a sample of Mr. Lee in action.)

How to Ignore the Brown Act When No One is Watching

The perp-walks we witness by politicians who’ve breached our nation’s laws and the public trust are the politicos’ comeuppance for habits usually beginning way back when. But where and how could such misbegotten behaviors have started you might wonder?

Well, step right up to a possible breeding ground right here at SMC where under the challenged guidance of Assistant Dean of Student Life Deyna Hearn and Student Activities Advisor Benny Blaydes (both of whose next link up the chain of command is Dr. Robert “Bobbie” Adams, vice-president of student affairs), the so-called “leadership” of Associated Student President Sadia Afolabi and Vice-President Jeff Jensen, plus that of other directors, has ill-served the SMC student body by undermining their rights through consistent violations of the Ralph A. Brown Act.

30,000-plus students and a turnout of a mere 407 voters for the recent Associated Student board of directors elections is an incredible indictment of the failure of the Office of Student Life - its advisors and the current board of directors - to establish their relevancy to the vast majority of students who attend Santa Monica College.

Go ahead and click here to play a nice video editorial
(just the beginning) on where this travesty begins and where the responsibility lies.

Much more to come…

Report Card Arrives Early

This article begins a multi-part series exposing the dysfunctional, mismanaged and, in some respects, criminal nature – philosophical, practical, moral and legal – of the Office of Student Life at Santa Monica College as it operates (or, rather, doesn’t) under the ultimate jurisdiction of Dr. Robert “Bobbie” Adams, vice president of student affairs, but actual day-to-day management of Assistant Dean of Student Life Deyna Hearn and Student Activities Advisor Benny Blaydes.

In 1984, Paramount released the movie “Footloose,” the story of Ren McCormack (Kevin Bacon), a streetsmart teenager from the big city whose family moves to Bomont, an earnest little Oklahoma town, whose elders years earlier had banned any kind of public dancing. Under the inspired leadership of Ren in challenging the statute, his peers rise up and assert their right to dance. Bomont is an apt metaphor for SMC now - before the arrival of Ren.

Poetry and the spoken word rocks at SMC, but who would know it? Now you will.

The Siege is committed to nurturing this site into an open forum where the incredible and unrecognized Santa Monica College poets in our midst - students, teachers, or whomever - can post their words and where others may discover the art these talented people have crafted. Our dream is for a slumbering SMC community to be awakened and transformed thereby.